Paula MacNeill

Need to Stop

Everything’s all right now
Now that I have you back in my bloodstream
It’s a beautiful feeling

I know it’s all pretend
I won’t even try defending how I’m using you
The way that you want me to

It’s not right, it can’t last
The longer I hold on the more I seem to lose my grasp on everything
Everything
And I need –
Need to stop needing you want
Wanna stop wanting you have
Have to stop haven you
And I’d love
Love to stop lovin you
Hate, I need to hate what you do to me
But I just can’t seem to

I’m lying here half awake
This habit I gotta break
I’m admitting
But I ain’t willing

I feel like I’ve lost control
I feel like can’t escape
The way you hold me
The way that you own me

It’s not right, it can’t last
The longer I hold on the more I seem to lose my grasp on everything
On Everything

And I need –
Need to stop needing you want
Wanna stop wanting you have
Have to stop haven you
And I’d love
Love to stop lovin you
Hate, I need to hate what you do to me
But I just can’t seem to

I, no matter how I try
I always end up right back here with you

And I need –
Need to stop needing you want
Wanna stop wanting you have
Have to stop haven you
And I’d love
Love to stop lovin you
Hate, I need to hate what you do to me
But I just can’t seem to